hey y’all I don’t know wtf is in the air (actually I feel like I know what some of it is like the world being on fire and also my own neurodivergent brain) but it has felt so off and weird lately. I would love to know if anyone else has been feeling it. It’s like this weirdly calm but also anxious feeling of something coming or like somethings going to happen kind of like impending doom but I don’t think it’s doom but I don’t know what it is lol. I’m a pretty spiritual person and I’ve been having this feeling for a while but it intensifies at different times. also, the ocd has been so bad lately, so if anyone else struggles with ocd, I am so sorry and I see you. It genuinely feels like you’re not allowed to be happy or even just exist. and my chronic illness has been awful too so fun. and now I want to start writing a short novella and have already started writing the first chapter lol. should I post it here? talk soon
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hi everyone. first of all, holy shit at all the love on my poem I posted a few days ago on my tiktok. I am so grateful to everyone who is liking and sharing it. I honestly did not expect that many people to resonate with it, especially on the other persons post. also, I appreciate the people who are saying I deserve credit, and I do agree, but I also am just grateful that so many people are seeing it because it brought them to my page so I’m happy. it’s so beautiful to know so many women relate to it and of course it’s also heartbreaking. I’ve seen several posts of women talking about their own experiences and it’s beautiful. I’m just so happy that my art and writing are finally getting seen and appreciated after what feels like years of trying. being chronically ill has been one of the hardest things I’ve ever gone through, but I always have my passion for creating. thank you again and see you soon.
hi friends (if anyone is reading this lol) I’m not sure if people are actually reading what I’m posting, but if not atleast I have a place to be kind of like a journal. honestly, I’m so tired and fed up of everything these days. it’s so hard not to just become completely cynical about everything going on in the world let alone having a chronic illness. this post is definitely more of a bitch and vent lol. I’m just so fucking tired of being sick and tired. I also wanted to say that I had my hair washed for the first time in months yesterday, yes you read that right, months. I’m actually nervous to put that out there because it’s obviously something that is considered gross by society especially from people who have no experience with mental or physical disabilities. but it’s the truth and if it makes at least one person feel less alone then it’s worth it. the energy lately has just been feeling so heavy and overwhelming and it can be really hard to see the light at the end of the t...
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hello! I'm so excited to start this blog and have big hopes that it will grow and find those who need it. I wanted to do a quick little intro with some background info on what led me to making this blog and why I think this might be the perfect place for you if you're chronically ill. About a month ago, I posted this tiktok talking about how I became chronically ill: It absolutely blew up and I wasn't expecting it at all. I figured maybe a few hundred or even thousand people would see it, but not over 600,000. It's insane. I cannot believe that many people saw it and over 90,000 people liked it. It's crazy to me that that many people resonate with it. It's also heartbreaking. So many people had the same experience as me: their chronic illness was triggered by covid. I noticed that many people in the comments were wanting a place to be with other chronically ill people who understand how isolating it is to live with these conditions. You really don't get it u...